All My Rage by Sabaa Tahir is a 2025 high school Nutmeg nominee.
Sal and Noor have been friends since childhood. They are Pakistani, and have endured varying levels of racism and isolation.
Their relationship is put to the test during their senior year of high school. First is their separation after Noor tried to kiss Sal. Then they lose Sal’s mom (she was also Noor’s mother figure) to kidney disease.
The story gradually reveals that both characters have different abusive backgrounds. Noor’s is still occurring. Her only out is to go to college, but she has been denied by most of them. Sal has turned to selling drugs to save his family’s motel, while his dad spirals deeper into alcoholism.
Events transpire between both characters’ viewpoints, along with various chapters devoted to Sal’s mom. Her chapters reveal how she became married and their move to California, as well as her hopes for the future.
One impactful message: “If we are lost, God is like water, finding the unknowable path when we cannot.” The author did an amazing job of weaving their stories together, and in doing so, providing strength and beauty amidst misfortune.